Oh.. kitten!!

Early in the morning, while still having my sweet dream, i was woken up by my mum's and sis's screams..
I went out with my pyjamas still on and saw a frightening scene..
A kitten was trapped between the slit of the wooden door gate when my mom open the gate this morning..the neck of the kitten was stuck under the gate.. when i saw from the side, i could see that half of its body was inside my house while its head was outside..
Its eyes was closed, there was no blood, i wondered if it still alive..
I almost burst into tears to witness such a heart-wrenching incident..

Inside my house, my mom was crying, mumbling to herself, saying sorry to the kitten..
My sis was screaming.. My dad and brother had went out to work..
I was so terrified at the moment but i knew i must control my emotion.. If i cried too, my mom would feel even more guilty..
The only thing i could do was getting the kitten out from the gate although i was so scared to do that..
Pondering,  observing around the cat.. i really dared not to touch it, let alone getting it out..
I was so worried that its head might become broken when i pulled it out..
Ohhh.. what should i do?

After a moment, the kitten suddenly opened its eyes and looked at me..
Thanks god that it was still alive..
But.. i could merely looked back at it and did nothing..
I really need some mental preparation before touching it..

When i went back to the place after pacing up and down for  few minutes, it disappeared..
And i found it beside the gate..
Since when it came out? How did it do that?
Or it actually could do it very easily, but it was too frightened to do so when i was standing beside..
I checked the kitten thoroughly to ensure there was no any injury..
Ohh.. thanks god that it was fine..

At that moment, I just couldn't suppress my emotion anymore and  cried hysterically..
Before that, I was just pretending to be strong and brave in front of my mom..
I just wanted to give her some consolation and to alleviate her sense of guilt..
Since my mom and sis were so terrified to look at the kitten, i knew i was the only one who could rescue it..
But i failed to do that, i really hoped that someone could help me..
 I was actually not so strong as i  imagined..
If the kitten did not escape on its own, i absolutely had no idea on how to get it out..
It's finally over.. and the kitten is safe..
How i wish i had the courage to touch and pull it to save it from suffering for such a long time..
I must make myself stronger to deal with such a breath-taking situation in the future..

Happy Birthday girl..

It's my best friend's birthday today.. Too bad that i can't celebrate with her AGAIN..

Is that the fate that we have to face after we have graduated from secondary school and left for other places to further our studies?

I know our 10 years friendship would never fade because of time and distance..

Even though we are at different places, doing different things, holding on different dreams,

there is always a bond which link both of us together..

Friends are those who will worry for you, show you concern, cheer you up when you are down, laugh with you when you are happy and give you assurance all the time..

Your concern is my strength in danger and my comforter in sorrow..

I am always faithful to you in weal and woe..

Don't forget our promise to be a lifelong friend to each other..

This is our definition of friends..

and we are best friends.. that's enough..

Happy Birthday, my girl..

Clean water please!!!!

Came across with an article yesterday and feel kind of angry about this..

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/10/22/nation/4954013&sec=nati

Although the article was posted 2 years ago, when i hadn't came to Kelantan,
I don't really think that there is any improvement in this past 2 years..

Having murky water supply should be a serious problem which have to be tackled immediately but not a norm which has been accustomed by the residents here..
Do you know that it does pose a danger to the health of the residents..
It is so ironic for the students in USMKK that we are studying in Health Campus but our health is deteriorating due to the chronic intake of contaminated water..
My white cloth is getting yellowish, my skin condition is becoming worse, and i am using and consuming the dirty water everyday..

The murky water in Kelantan is not a natural phenomenon, it's the result of irresponsible attitude of the state water management company..
Don't they know that they are playing a crucial role in ensuring a clean and safe-to-drink water supply?
Shouldn't they work out a way to solve the problem?
Or i should say that they never see this as a problem..

It said the state water management company did not place priority in cleaning its water pipes.

And when flushing was done, it was carried out without complying with the standard operating procedure, said the report, adding that records were incomplete.

“This has resulted in the quality of water supplied to consumers not meeting the standard set by the Health Ministry,” it said.

（extracted from the article)

OMG!!! These are their ways in managing the water supply...

The water is not originally yellowish but polluted by the uncleaned water pipes...

The authorities, 

please do your job and don't overlook the residents's rights to have clean water..

p/s: I am just voicing out my own frustration, no offence to anyone..