Oh.. kitten!!

Early in the morning, while still having my sweet dream, i was woken up by my mum's and sis's screams..
I went out with my pyjamas still on and saw a frightening scene..
A kitten was trapped between the slit of the wooden door gate when my mom open the gate this morning..the neck of the kitten was stuck under the gate.. when i saw from the side, i could see that half of its body was inside my house while its head was outside..
Its eyes was closed, there was no blood, i wondered if it still alive..
I almost burst into tears to witness such a heart-wrenching incident..

Inside my house, my mom was crying, mumbling to herself, saying sorry to the kitten..
My sis was screaming.. My dad and brother had went out to work..
I was so terrified at the moment but i knew i must control my emotion.. If i cried too, my mom would feel even more guilty..
The only thing i could do was getting the kitten out from the gate although i was so scared to do that..
Pondering,  observing around the cat.. i really dared not to touch it, let alone getting it out..
I was so worried that its head might become broken when i pulled it out..
Ohhh.. what should i do?

After a moment, the kitten suddenly opened its eyes and looked at me..
Thanks god that it was still alive..
But.. i could merely looked back at it and did nothing..
I really need some mental preparation before touching it..

When i went back to the place after pacing up and down for  few minutes, it disappeared..
And i found it beside the gate..
Since when it came out? How did it do that?
Or it actually could do it very easily, but it was too frightened to do so when i was standing beside..
I checked the kitten thoroughly to ensure there was no any injury..
Ohh.. thanks god that it was fine..

At that moment, I just couldn't suppress my emotion anymore and  cried hysterically..
Before that, I was just pretending to be strong and brave in front of my mom..
I just wanted to give her some consolation and to alleviate her sense of guilt..
Since my mom and sis were so terrified to look at the kitten, i knew i was the only one who could rescue it..
But i failed to do that, i really hoped that someone could help me..
 I was actually not so strong as i  imagined..
If the kitten did not escape on its own, i absolutely had no idea on how to get it out..
It's finally over.. and the kitten is safe..
How i wish i had the courage to touch and pull it to save it from suffering for such a long time..
I must make myself stronger to deal with such a breath-taking situation in the future..